help me out anonys

I kinda like this girl, and we talk a fair bit. today i was chillin with my other friends when she came up to me all excited to talk to me and show me a poem she had written. and then we hanged out afterwards till lecture started lol.

thing is, she's...not very good at online communication, even tho we hang out irl? like, i messaged her asking if she could send me that poem because i wanted to read it again and she like...has been online the whole day but hasn't replied me? and she kinda has a history of being really slow to reply or just not replying at all, but the next day she'll still, like, come up to me and hang out with me. irl.

like one time i tried asking her out for lunch during the hols and she fixed a date with me but literally never replied when i sent a followup message asking /where/ she wanted to meet, lol.

idk, my other friend says she's just forgetful but i cant' help feeling a twinge of anxiety. i just wanna talk to yoooooouuu >_<

^ also doesn't help that im socially anxious irl especially around her and i def trip over my words less through text