so it turns out i've been living in a house full of mold for eight almost nine years

and i've been going actually, literally clinically insane for a few years, it was really sudden, but i was also abused when the mold started to affect me as well, so I thought it was all bc of the abuse, but it's never really made sense

the highest concentration of mold was in my room, but due to reasons i havent been in it for a while but after i cleaned it i got extremely sick. we discovered all the fucking mold and i was horrified

ive got all the symptoms of being poisoned by mold, and some of the long term effects of long term exposure (such as enormous memory gaps, sensitive skin, etc) i have

for the past few years i have been unable to breathe, sleep, get inexplicable nosebleeds, ive had an on and off headache for years, my memory slowly got worse to the point where i will forget what im going to say in the middle of saying it and cant get the words back, constant bronchial infections, my hair falls out more than i think should be normal, ive been so fatigued that leaving my house makes me feel sicker and tired, and i get sick any time i even come around a sick infectious person

all the patterns of me getting extremely sick for a few days correlate exactly with times our vents have been open. and every single problem i have inexplicably gotten over the last 7 years can be traced back to this fucking mold

we need to get a mold testing kit and see if its toxic, but i have the feeling it will be the reason i cannot be a normal human being and im super frustrated, yet relieved that this could be why... because you can get rid of mold

but i will probably have to live with some of these complications for the rest of my life

/rant over